Say It When You Mean It and Mean It When You Say It!

It's been some kind of weird situation that putting people in somewhat uncertain condition. The condition that people get you and might not GOT YOU!! pretty flowery around the english words and simply, self indulge interpretations. Everybody go through cycles of life in each and every period of human development, each part of it has its own cycle just like A BUSINESS CYCLE. You have your peak time, your trough time and sometimes recession. Those are just symbolism that I put to picturise to you all what condition I'm trying to explain.

Some part of life you will just sit down in your toilet bowl and started thinking, What the Heck is Going On? And will this thing last? Those questions popped up too many times and too complicated that you can't actually solved it. Blaming is not part of the deal cause when you start blaming, you start the world of LYING. Consequently it's not something bad to go through mature critical thinking as it helps enrich your deep thoughts and control your emotion. Somehow somewhere you know and realise something that isn't going right and you just start to observe. The more you observe, the more you analyse, the more you dug out something and the more you learn. And the more you GROW!!! A positive way is to say that you GROW!!! But are others growing might be the other questions?

Sometimes in matter of friends and stuff, it's hard to determine who is at the right and who is at the opposite. Cause there is so many damn freaking factors that causes one to have this opinion and the others to have their opinoins. But..BUT somehow, at one point, you will definitely realise something. That in you, you might be stupidly thought it is true and EAT those words up and digest it. It seem really nice in front, but what we forget is on a pancake..one side pretty doesn't mean the others is. That's one of the stupid example that I always like to put. Those were just words..but how about Actions?

Something that you might have felt before but due to under-expectations, you got those blows that you don't wish to get and thought you won't get. Hmm..let's say BACKSTABBING..backstabbing is not a nice thing..HOW ABOUT BACKSTABBING BY YOUR OWN KNIVES/ SWORD? Of course what I mean is the sword is reach out from your body and to be pierced through again. Something that you think is so possible but somewhat, never thought of it. I sort-of experienced this thing a couple of times and those things don't hurt, just piss me off only. And end up, you just wish to say that..I AM AN AVENGER!!! But to sound like that seems so Manga-ISH..therefore what you can do is, observe and learnt well..and just at one point, if you are those people who are smart (I'm not those smarties so I can't say)..you will learn that there is always people who will outsmart you..not through how smart you are..but to HOW FLAW YOU ARE!!! though it doesn't work..but it gain attention..hehehehhee..


I'll always like to tell serious stories and I'm trying on it, you don't feel nice blogging something so serious and monotonous mood, but somehow..sometimes things just changed and we learn thru experiences..hihihi..