the Reality...

Finally I'm coming back to ~my life~ blogging mood already..
Actually for the past few months away with doing so much things that I always claimed I am doing, at some point you will always realise something..that is the REALITY...this post may seem abit offset from the tone of neutral that I always put on..it may mean something to me..but a different meaning to others..it just depends on how you interpret it..just loook at the positive side of this post..you will find something I guess..and I hope

At some point of life..sometimes..having close bunch of good friends, having friends around here and there..being known for who you are..and what you are..and what you have did that impress or make you known is not something bad. And God is fair to give every single human being a very great chance to live up to their expectations. Me?I expect too much things so I haven't reach up to my expectations. So do everybody have their own dreams, wishes, thoughts and in all sorts of life, a burning flame in each heart is the one that runs the whole marathons of life.

As always happen that politic always happen wherever you go, a country, a church, a home and a place you study. And where things just get ain't the right place, it just aint get the best place. So I'm asking you all readers..have you at one point felt so betrayed that sometimes, that you think that after all the things that you think you have done, were such a waste being misunderstood and creating a crack between you and somebody?

And as real as it seems, this things happen all the times. One think you are over-smart and one think you are just trying to gain recognition and credits. It's just humans...and we can't deny that people always do those things. The best part will be they set up alliance having to call for ambush and sometimes you just felt that you are in a place like pit hole with you trying to throw all the lighted bombs out of the hole. Why? Why this things happen, Jealousy? YEs and all sort of things. And sometimes, being over thinking also caused the problem. This is one of the latest trend that I always think about, that people always over think you that make them taking a step aside from you as if something big is going to happen. And what you can say is that, you are just so damn freaking piss that why on earth will people do such things as grown-ups are meant to have mentally stable thinking. Drop this..ain't gonna be nice talking about it..

Let's say people who say people are doing this but actually he is doing that. Very interesting as outsmarters always trying to outsmart people..very troublesome to think about all this critics but as a human, it is so damn normal that you will feel something even the things have passed and life is much okay..you just don't feel those factors that improve things up..cos, in Reality, those things are almost impossible to happen. People, even me, I can admit.. can't change their mentality, they will stick to what they always think and just the human ego to say that at some point, they maybe still be right.

And at the end of the day, you will just pray to God that such things wont happen again though it quite often happen. And sometimes, deeds are meant to be good and to be appreciated, and even if you don't appreciate it, DON'T DESPISE IT!! So..my point is, every single bit of things that you are doing to your anyone, friends, family, cousins and even your enemy, think about what they do and in extent, make an equation. People sometimes do things for the sake of you..and not asking for anything back, but simply they don't deserve something just as bad after a small mistake he/she had done or unintentionally without his concern had done and even great stories that you heard from others that create a negative thoughts on you. I always remember this from knowledgeable uncles and aunties, from everywhere, relatives and all..that..IF YOU EVER KNOW HOW TO LOOK AT THE POSITIVE SIDE OF SOMEONE..THE THINGS THAT HE/SHE DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER DOING FOR YOU..even he/she do it for the sake of something or not..it's something that he/she sacrifice for you..and that's in NEED of CHERISH..if you just despise him/her for doing things for the sake of something else other than YOU..and just at the same time do it for you..THINK AGAIN!!! those things are the cause of BRUTAL implicit Backstabbing..cause it's always the MIND that figure out something..so FIGURE THINGS ON YOURSELF!!!

P/s : Please comment as you like for this post, I'm just as open to hear from you..hehe..