Back when 19 years plus ago, there is the sheer happiness for a lady and a bold young man, alongside with their 9 years and 6 years old sons. They couldn't be any happier as there is more responsibility. But those responsibility ain't something they think is a burden, but always as something that motivate and cheer up the whole family. Though at some point, they might think those thoughts and predictions might be wrong..but to think again..it is all worth it. I was born on July 8th 1988..a weird looking kid back when I was a baby. With 'bengkak' single layer eyelid eyes, little eyebrow..small eyes and stuff. But none of the parents will comment that on their children..only our Aunties and relatives might. Though till now, they know that they are wrong about my look..Ahem!!!..
Among all my relatives, I'm one of the youngest in their batch. So probably you all might be thinking, youngest in the FAMILY..one of the youngest in the WHOLE FAMILY!!..PAMPER LA THIS KID!!!..hihi..probably yeah I am..but I was not when I was at the growing time.
And since small, I've always been very agile. Really like a monkey with my bald head and pattern all around. My mum will always have trouble just to hang on to me. Because I just couldn't sit still..you will know more when you see some pictures below.
Playing is always what I like to do..any toys and stuff. And anything that I can spoil it, I like it even better.
Besides that, it's a normal thing for me to always look blur when I was young. To find something to do..to analyse something back even a toddler. And since small, I always like to play with things that have wheel..no wonder I like drive fast cars sometimes. hai...
Never did I ever know that, I have so-called 'Great Flirting Skills' even at the tender age of 3. Shock myself to see that I was flank with so many girls, if I'm a playboy right now!!! I think that pictures explains it...
I truly can't sit still properly. Just couldn't understand why and probably when I was at that age..my knee just keep soaring. I really don't know why, and that's the reason my mum can't even get hold of me..just to put on my pants.
I've always like X-Men, Power Rangers, Captain Planet, Ninja Turtle..but I turn out to be Spider-Man. And you can see my enemy trying to attack me when I'm posing..hehe..just joking..
Growing up is always nice. Having a warm family, close friends and all. Probably too comfortable life.
Having a wonderful family is what build my character as you see in me. Without them, I don't learn that much that I should to sometimes. They showered me with good values..with experiences to build a tough strong bold family bond..
Growing up, I'm the most rebellious one in my family. Being over-confident sometimes and all, that actually pulls me down. In ~my life~..the whole entire one..that is one thing that I regretted. Though I always remember a statement from one of my close church's uncle, and I also always tell my friend that, " Always feel sorry for the mistakes that you done, but never say that you Regret it!!". This words means a lot. But yet, there is still one thing that I regretted that is hurting my Mum (the most) and the rest of my family. Due to my over-rebelliousness, I turn out to be out-of-control at some point. Thinking, doing things on my own but yet still not mature and powerful enough to hold the world at that time. I do regret of the experience and silly stuff that I do. Though as for now, I'm recovering back all of it, though I know a CUT will always bring a SCAR. Therefore, it's how I covered those scars right now. Sorry MUM!!!
The part of my realisation process comes during this time. In NS camps, I do realise a lot of things in this very camp. Real good memories in it and all. But the most important thing is what is implicit inside the camps. It's not just the obligation for me to serve my country, but it's to learn what we, the normal people living a comfortable life to know what is the meaning of the word, 'HARDSHIP'.
Diverse races in Malaysia brings diverse culture. Though I know I do look like Malays, but it is not something to be sad about. I got an experience wearing those and it's really nice. (And that nite when I wore that, a lot of Malay girls actually took alot of photographs with me..Ahem!!!)
I've always like watching the army movies and trying to be like them. But never get a chance to do that. Finally I got and hell, I want to be a MARINE (U.S. Special Army Units)!!! If I was given a chance to serve my country, I'll probably take the Air-Force Army, as since I'm young I wanted to be a pilot. Just some wild thoughts though..
Being far apart from your family, it's really easier to be said than done. But of course, the most important thing ain't bout that. It's the value to cherish your family that you really loved and you really supposed to love. And also, to adapt and get to know others in the real world. To be able to stand in this world, without friends, it's almost near to IMPOSSIBLE!!!
To be somebody you want to be, it's not how you always wanted or how you say it and it might happen.
Do what you do best, be who you think you are best and do the best for others rather than yourself. But sometimes, measure youself so that you don't make people get annoyed by your actions or your characters. Let them feel that..' Oh how nice if (NAME) is here'. Let them have the comfort of having you..not the prejudices.
Scare nothing..accelerate the longest pedal when you need to. Be somebody who you think is right..but don't always stress on that. That you can't even accept your parents, siblings and other's thought. That is not doing what is right..that is forcing what you think is right. Totally different..and the effect..you just keep falling with no support.
In ~my life~..it is not about trying to be somebody great. If I'm great and get a chance to be Great..God will probably spare me the chance. It is how you feel it, not how you want it sometimes. If people think you are Great..thank them but don't always think that you are great!!..As for me, 19 years since I come out from the womb..what I'm doing and still doing right now is..TO PROVE MY EXISTENCE to everybody!! This is Who I Am!!
Back when 19 years plus ago, there is the sheer happiness for a lady and a bold young man, alongside with their 9 years and 6 years old sons. They couldn't be any happier as there is more responsibility. But those responsibility ain't something they think is a burden, but always as something that motivate and cheer up the whole family. Though at some point, they might think those thoughts and predictions might be wrong..but to think again..it is all worth it. I was born on July 8th 1988..a weird looking kid back when I was a baby. With 'bengkak' single layer eyelid eyes, little eyebrow..small eyes and stuff. But none of the parents will comment that on their children..only our Aunties and relatives might. Though till now, they know that they are wrong about my look..Ahem!!!..
Among all my relatives, I'm one of the youngest in their batch. So probably you all might be thinking, youngest in the FAMILY..one of the youngest in the WHOLE FAMILY!!..PAMPER LA THIS KID!!!..hihi..probably yeah I am..but I was not when I was at the growing time.
And since small, I've always been very agile. Really like a monkey with my bald head and pattern all around. My mum will always have trouble just to hang on to me. Because I just couldn't sit still..you will know more when you see some pictures below.
Playing is always what I like to do..any toys and stuff. And anything that I can spoil it, I like it even better.
Besides that, it's a normal thing for me to always look blur when I was young. To find something to do..to analyse something back even a toddler. And since small, I always like to play with things that have wheel..no wonder I like drive fast cars sometimes. hai...
Never did I ever know that, I have so-called 'Great Flirting Skills' even at the tender age of 3. Shock myself to see that I was flank with so many girls, if I'm a playboy right now!!! I think that pictures explains it...
I truly can't sit still properly. Just couldn't understand why and probably when I was at that age..my knee just keep soaring. I really don't know why, and that's the reason my mum can't even get hold of me..just to put on my pants.
I've always like X-Men, Power Rangers, Captain Planet, Ninja Turtle..but I turn out to be Spider-Man. And you can see my enemy trying to attack me when I'm posing..hehe..just joking..
Growing up is always nice. Having a warm family, close friends and all. Probably too comfortable life.
Having a wonderful family is what build my character as you see in me. Without them, I don't learn that much that I should to sometimes. They showered me with good values..with experiences to build a tough strong bold family bond..
Growing up, I'm the most rebellious one in my family. Being over-confident sometimes and all, that actually pulls me down. In ~my life~..the whole entire one..that is one thing that I regretted. Though I always remember a statement from one of my close church's uncle, and I also always tell my friend that, " Always feel sorry for the mistakes that you done, but never say that you Regret it!!". This words means a lot. But yet, there is still one thing that I regretted that is hurting my Mum (the most) and the rest of my family. Due to my over-rebelliousness, I turn out to be out-of-control at some point. Thinking, doing things on my own but yet still not mature and powerful enough to hold the world at that time. I do regret of the experience and silly stuff that I do. Though as for now, I'm recovering back all of it, though I know a CUT will always bring a SCAR. Therefore, it's how I covered those scars right now. Sorry MUM!!!
The part of my realisation process comes during this time. In NS camps, I do realise a lot of things in this very camp. Real good memories in it and all. But the most important thing is what is implicit inside the camps. It's not just the obligation for me to serve my country, but it's to learn what we, the normal people living a comfortable life to know what is the meaning of the word, 'HARDSHIP'.
Diverse races in Malaysia brings diverse culture. Though I know I do look like Malays, but it is not something to be sad about. I got an experience wearing those and it's really nice. (And that nite when I wore that, a lot of Malay girls actually took alot of photographs with me..Ahem!!!)
I've always like watching the army movies and trying to be like them. But never get a chance to do that. Finally I got and hell, I want to be a MARINE (U.S. Special Army Units)!!! If I was given a chance to serve my country, I'll probably take the Air-Force Army, as since I'm young I wanted to be a pilot. Just some wild thoughts though..
Being far apart from your family, it's really easier to be said than done. But of course, the most important thing ain't bout that. It's the value to cherish your family that you really loved and you really supposed to love. And also, to adapt and get to know others in the real world. To be able to stand in this world, without friends, it's almost near to IMPOSSIBLE!!!
To be somebody you want to be, it's not how you always wanted or how you say it and it might happen.
Do what you do best, be who you think you are best and do the best for others rather than yourself. But sometimes, measure youself so that you don't make people get annoyed by your actions or your characters. Let them feel that..' Oh how nice if (NAME) is here'. Let them have the comfort of having you..not the prejudices.
Scare nothing..accelerate the longest pedal when you need to. Be somebody who you think is right..but don't always stress on that. That you can't even accept your parents, siblings and other's thought. That is not doing what is right..that is forcing what you think is right. Totally different..and the effect..you just keep falling with no support.
In ~my life~..it is not about trying to be somebody great. If I'm great and get a chance to be Great..God will probably spare me the chance. It is how you feel it, not how you want it sometimes. If people think you are Great..thank them but don't always think that you are great!!..As for me, 19 years since I come out from the womb..what I'm doing and still doing right now is..TO PROVE MY EXISTENCE to everybody!! This is Who I Am!!
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