~ my life ~: May 2008

For the most part of it, this entry lasted quite long in my mind. And probably a lot of things that trouble you making your life so miserable that sometimes you don't even have a time to spare for yourself. The time to spare for yourself and for the ones around you, you will just realise that sooner or later, those things are just craps that creating the biggest fuss around you. So why bother caring about it. Life is short, life is interesting and life is definitely just as risky as you are invest in something that you wouldn't know the outcome. Therefore, investing your life is actually part of your countership to become a superhero. Don't believe me! Simple example, the ability to influence someone. One may have influence someone by force like a Hulk, sympathy like a poor little dying mice, acting stupid like Dumb and Dumber, acting smart like Dexter and all sort of things. Too many to touch, too many to realise that one may possess all the things that you may want through such efforts. It ain't good but it has become a practise that commonly known as burden and responsibility. Much to confer about and all, this things appear right infront of you. However, truth to be told, things happen for a reason, which I hope I still believe this words still gives the same meaning.

This is actually 2 months ago, sitting myself right in a corridor figuring out the things that should be done, CORRECTLY! Of course, joys and disappointments always fly around so much that sometimes, you don't even know how it actually happen. The worse, people always go for the results of the happenings instead of the source of it. It is normal and that's the common mistakes. However, those things I try to believe is happens for a reason. The reason that we wouldn't know, probably now and mere future we might know, but there is a reason.

After such a fuss reading all two paragraphs, it is such a fuss to actually conclude all the things. And now, for the most important of the story will be, always look at the positive side of things. Positivity makes you positive that the positive elements will submerge with positive ions to stimulate the positive mood to think positively. Complicated?? Straight to the point, positive in and out will make you feel better. And yes it is so and thinking of the positive things about others, will make you even more relieved. This is how those reflections stuff stuck me since I was 9 years old kid who wonder how the big worlds is going to be, and how things got to happen everyday.

Thus, as most complication starts internally to externally which is the environment. Mostly people's problems might stuck with the worst that is with family, continued by relatives, then friends and then all the others. I seriously admit that my family had been a great one that those things doesn't struck me at all, so pursuing to relatives which abruptly the same as my family. And of course it come down to friends from neighbours, to primary, secondary, Uni and outside friends. It was really fun though, although complications is unavoidable. But there is one thing to solve out everything. And this is my way..

Just ask yourself, what positive side of your friends had you seen everyday?
How have you treated the positive side of your friends?
How positive are you towards their positive side?
Their positive side is through your observation (that is heartfelt by you) or through peoples' words to you?
Have you been comparing their positive with their negative side and see which actually weigh against each other?
Do you appreciate and cherish their positive side?
Or do you go the other way around and having the thoughts of they are more of negative that of positive?
Do you take your friends just as of Positive side but commenting on their negative side?
What do you think of your positive side compare to their positive side?
Do you respect their positive side or do you DESPISE them?

Ask yourself truthfully and you can find an answer to yourself. As one great philosopher mentioned, ' THE TRUTH THAT LIES WITHIN WILL ALWAYS FLOAT AROUND THE WATER, the LIES THAT FLOAT WITH IT, WILL SOON SUBMERGED"

If you are true to yourself, you are always true to everything and this post is dedicated to my friends so far. And who is the lucky number one..I should say..

The buddies of BEC, KOF, DotA, Music Ministry, the Incredible Huka Clan, the UnAnimous Self-Creative Arts of Music, Magic and Cr

apping Group, from the Street of Singers, to the Street of Actors and finally to the Streets of Magician..I thereby, give you..

BEN and CHRIS

Starting from the Ben, full name is Benedict Ng Tian Kiat a.k.a. Kiat. This guy had pulled with me so much that anything and everything starting from PS2, guitar, music, cement Jesus Christ playing, Jamming like a Rockstar, humour and stupidly lame joke, this is what he is. He helped me through a lot of things and learning a lot of things ,the other way around, instead of being serious, he is never serious unless after he got scolded by his mum. Other than that, a fine young musician to be inspire me to be what is like to be what is not like that. And we always have to look at things if it happen to be that way. Kiat had seriously helped me through my process with music and of course in life, having fetching him back at 3 am in the morning that involve him climbing across the wall, those were fun and memories. But what it actually changed us is in life, he is supportive enough to carry you with his Keyboard, that in any way, you will wish to defend for him because of his righteous act. He is not brave but he is never timid. And you can never go around doing something and still not remember how funny he once was and now is still. A true great friend that didn't suffer, but encounter numerous funny yet dangerous stunts with which involve having a jumping kick in front of his house, which end up me spraining my knees (bloody hell he is tall enough by jumping a little is able to reach a high leaf while I jumped too high and lost balance). But at least I did helped him pull it through, though not much but a little help by talking to her mum bout his music talents that he is in UCSI pursuing Bachelor of Contemporary Music.

It is down to Chris, full name Christopher Ng Wei Hao..a.k.a. Chris. A master in all art whether is drawings art to the Art of Magic, he is the artful person that will paint an impression to your life. He, alongside with Kiat with me grew up same age, with I'm the eldest, he just 13 days younger. The trio play hard, work hard, fought hard, quarrel harder and most of all, cherish everyone very much. Chris had a sentiment that most people wouldn't know, Chris actually care for friends a lot. People sometimes don't know much about him, probably doubting his determination in friendship, but yet no one knows his hardship himself. He had dedicated his heart and soul to my God, more than we two do (which actually me n Kiat who get him into our youth church group). He helped me most of the times in anything that you can think of, especially arts and of course, studies. He is one of the smartest ass that I had ever met of, which I always sees his potential but he always give me surprises. Thought he might pursue art he went and pursue accounting. Which definitely he did well, and how smart he is? A very smart guy in knowledge where he is a fast learner and he is able to analyse and comprehend things fast. Seriously yes that what makes him one of my school Top Ten student and also, for his ACCA studies now, he earn Malaysia Prizes. Chris brought me into Magic and we now both expose our life in Selangor, yet still caring for each other. All three of us, are those crazy bunch in church, Arcade, drama play and now, Magic. And we never stop being crazy..we fought hard..but..WE ALWAYS WIN..that makes the difference!

And then you will start thinking of people who are around you right now..you Uni, your school or your working friends..

I'll start with my Core buddies first..and continuing with some other..

My Uni friends inspire me in lots of ways and teach me alot of things in lots of style too. And always as mentioned, things always go right if we learn to give and take. And I'll just hope that I give in as much as possible for them as far as I can do so far.

I'll start with my Melaka buddies, one of the earliest core team of mine, Steve Lim a.k.a. See Han
His full name is Lim See Han, from Ayer Keroh, Melaka. Being who it is, I have noticed a lot of things too about myself. And both of us have strived just as much for each other in and out..whether is studies, relationship, thinkings, and even anger management. And definitely just as how Meticulous as he looks, he is a maths-genius. From there, part of my studies of Finance involved lots of calculation and mathematical analysing skills definitely involved him. Both of us are active especially in camping and doing weird stuffs and of course, you couldn't find less pictures of us doing some weird acts and playing around like a dumbo. We admite we are playful but it's the playfulness that show who we are and what we are and how we are able to do some things that some people don't do much, TAKE RISK. A great legend once said, ' one who share the burden of others, will have less burden on themselves'. I just couldn't agree more..a good friend of mine and I'll be anticipating for his marriage as he will be the most likely to get married compared to us. hehe..Great Friends!

DUAN MING...

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NExt will be the Ultimate Ex-Roommate of mine, full name Koh Duan Ming a.k.a. Garfield a.k.a. Ujong Pasir Drift King a.k.a Pure Bar King a.k.a. Mummies's Boy a.k.a. Playboy a.k.a. Rain Koh a.k.a. wahhh too many ar..He is the one who got the bigger man-boobs than mine (though i don have one)..the one that I spend most of my bedroom time with..sleeping together and slapping each other's ass. Probably this sounds like Chuck and Larry, we're not GAY..okay..I'm drawing the line straight and telling you all again, WE'RE NOT GAY.. we're just BISEXUAL. hehe..just joking just joking!!!hihihihi..A great friend of mine that shares a lot of my things. Especially smelling my farts, pressing his tits, whopping his back and camwhoring at nite. *CREEPY*. It was fun and I think he enjoyed it..and of course, he spend most of the time being guide under my wings as I had seen the TRUE GREAT MAN of him. And of course, it's always the case that when you want a man to live up to their own life, you will try to help him as much as possible (which I hope my teachings benefit him). Apart from teaching him how to flirt with girls, I hope I did taught him some values in his life. But the most important things is not about writing who AM I to him. But who is he me. Seriously, without him, there are alot of things I doubt i can accomplish. From assignments to important real-life things, if weren't him to go the extra miles and measures for me, I seriously don't think I can do it. Even up till the end, he is the one who waits for me to actually accomplish the assignment. HE is a real good team-player and that's the key value to his success in his working life. But of course, I did teach him some extra measure about the Do's and Dont's which I hope benefits him not the other way around. And definitely, he works his butt off harder than anybody do. Harder than me, I seriously do. He is diligent and articulate and he never seek unneccessary help if he do not need to. He will try his best even he know he might not be able to do it. Also, he shared a lot of things and feel the unfairness that happen to me most of the time. He is always stuck in giving advise, but definitely he is a very very..i mean very very good listener. Seriously, no doubt about it. He and I share secrets that probably a lot of people wouldn't know, and I have with him my last secret that will only be allowed to be released as not a secret anymore. Probably he won't share it as to respect my decision but it's his choice. And definitely, we always share fun things together. And even involved lots of close friends stuff that people do, I think me and him had experienced more than enough. PlayStation is nothing to us, and we seek more intense and fun things. And just hope we will share those things together just the same way too..hihi..involve going to his so-Call house, sitting his so-call mercedes..and his so-call dogs..you can't run away boy!!!hahahaha..anyway, Everyone knows he is GOOD MAN!! A GREAT FRIEND. and too bad, people always sees I'm the bad guy, includes his parents. hehe..

LI YINN..

NExt NExt NExt!!! NExt will be the famously and renowned person that you all will find it most of the time in my blog..hahaha..the one that blog earlier than me. And just like me stop for a moment and then continued back..that is the infamous, LI YINN. haha..
Full name is Tee Li Yinn, a.k.a. Li Yinn a.k.a Mao Mao..a.k.a (disclosed for privacy purpose, I know but you all don't, too bad)..a.k.a. Sunrise Siblings's Sunshine.

My dear Mao Mao Li Yinn is one of those friend that I cherish and adore the most. Probably dote a lot too because you will know when you are close to her. Being who she is, Li Yinn share good quality of families and friends and will always care for the one that she always care. Of course, I think most friends are either playful type or crappy type..so she is neither one as I can say. She is very feminine in her own way and loves SHOESS. And her BF..is a GREAT MAN!! That's all I can say. I just hope I can do as good as his BoyBoy..cos I'm just not a good man in LOVE. Pei Wei, if you are reading, don't worry, I seek your intrinsic value and don't get ego ar..must treat her nicely still. Also Li Yinn share the downtime of mine a lot and probably influenced her to sleep late too much also that we can create our theme of Sunrise here n there. Perhaps I had a great time sharing with her, watching football with Shiny in the middle of the night and went on wonderful trips together. hehe..Also, friends are bond together from FATE and from what I believe, Coincidence. And definitely, that's how I believe it. Apart from that, the positive side of value is her kind value, caring for friends and the ability to be responsible when she needs to. I think most of her friend felt it that way too about how great a friend like Li Yinn is. And thanks to pictures, we will have a lot of things to share about now and later in our lives. Just hope things just got better and we will have a better life to live in. Anyway, for anyone who wanted to woo her..too bad. For anyone who wanted to get close to her (thinking of tackling her)..all i can say is..TOO BAD!!! HAHA..hihihihihi..Let me quote this thing, ' Life is full of torns and rocky roads, with a friend to share those moments with you, you are just more delighted to be spending those moments on those torns than ever because it's just simply WORTH IT!!..Friends that works wonder..li yinn that it is..

And for this post which will be continued later, and it's all saving the best for the last. It's somebody that actually meant a lot to me. As friends, close friends and good partners just like the rest of them. Though it may create some query or some assumption after I continued with this next word. SHE is the one that helped me throughout my downtime to alongside with Li Yinn and Duan Ming. Probably we both share the same hard-headed characteristics, same naughty and playful personality, and the ability to absorb some kind of jokes fast. But there is one dissimiliarities between us, SHE loves Man-Boobs whether is flat, fleshy or like Duan Ming's flabby. And there it goes,

Full name is Sheryn Teh Ching Wei.. a.k.a. Ching Wei, a.k.a. Sunrise's Sibs Shiny a.k.a. (some other disclosed nicks). Ching Wei as mentioned had helped me a lot too throughout my downtime. Probably share the same excitement time with me alot. Duan Ming share it a lot so does she where I called her in the middle of the night that nearly make her got caught due to 6am, still on the phone. She is a very decent and quiet girl. And definitely, you need to know her long and good enough to have her speak to you and open to you more. Not to say she don mixed with people alot, she shared a lot of her parental thoughts that how my parents actually taught me too. And me and her spend quite a few fun time when we were back in foundation year too and doing a lot of crazy stuff. Though she doesn't show it, Ching Wei cared for friends implicitly and she don't say out much. She won't have to brag to say how much contribution she made and all and this is who she is. And she cares the most and really really alot for her family. And she is not home-sick, just the bonds of her and her family is really close. REally really close.. cos me and Dm went over to her place and we know it. Also Ching Wei had good inner feelings towards people whom she care and love whether is family and close friends. She don't give much advise sometimes as she fear of giving the wrong advise, but advises that come out of her mouth is definitely very helpful and should be very well appreciated. And also, Shiny as it is, she is always cheerful and happy-go-lucky who always hold on to the theme of 'live life to the fullest' and 'stressless environment always'.

And there she is..a very good listener and someone who can share alot of things with. Really a lot of things and will be proud of who you are and all. And definitely, she appreciate her friend's credibility and valued and look upon them. In order to avoid any misunderstandings sometimes, she will tend to be quiet not that she is afraid, is not to create more problems. Definitely, a lot of people won't get to know her much as she is quiet. I'm lucky, real lucky to share so much things with her so much. Anyone who wanted to woo her, she is still Single but UNAVAILABLE..TOO BAD!!hihi..just joking..Anyone who wanted to try sure can, but it's not like LY's wan TOO BAD..is hard to say, and you will know if you just give it a try..hehe..And for her the quote goes..' the wind can be so strong that can sweep a whole nation, but that just enough to blow her hair and yet she is still firm' and 'problems just keep coming if you think that it is ought to become worse if it is unresolved, but..WHY ARE YOU THINKING SO FAR?' Definitely, she is the ONE that inspire me to write this blog. All credits should be given to her.

-->to clear all assumptions -- she is not my girl yet, cause I'm just not good enough..but ain't giving up..I PROMISE!

And that's all for this part as I have many friends to thank and to look upon on the positive side of them. I have Grace, Shin Nee, Ashely, Bin Hau, Adrian, Josephine, Fitri and etc. I have to update it as times goes by. This is the first edition as I can say. And for you all who read this, sometimes when problems is too much and too complicated, always look on the positive side of things not just friends or stuff. Just the things can make you feel so much better and nicer and good about it or yourself. It is really nice writing about this blog as the whole tone is just so POSITIVE. So guys, everyday or everyweek or at least once a month, do think of how you have evolved and who had actually help you all throughout your study time or working or anything. And walk through those positive lines about them..you can blog it, write it in your diary or just a mere thought, is good enough to realise something good about others. And that's always positive...